Learn to live with it, long enough to take it day by day.

My head hurts so bad right now.

There are some issues happening with someone back in Ohio that are pushing me to my breaking point. It's so frustrating because I feel like I am doing everything humanly possible to resolve the issues, and no matter what I do or say, he refuses to accept me. He's more stubborn than I am, and I just don't know how to handle it anymore. All I know is that I'm tired of fighting, and I'm tired of constantly being put in a place where I feel like everything that goes wrong in the world is somehow my fault. I just really don't know what to do.

On a less upset/dark note, it's almost the weekend. Jon has this Saturday off, so we're going to hang out all day because next weekend I'll be gone on the Sophomore Leadership Retreat. We're either going to go to Navy Pier to watch the air and water show/eat at Bubba Gump's, go to the beach, go to Shedd Aquarium, go to the zoo, or we may even wander out into the suburbs. I'm really excited to have a whole day with him :) It will be date day!!

I talked to my mom today. We're hoping that sometime this fall she and Jon's mom can come out here for a visit. I sure hope so, because with the way my week has been steadily getting worse, all I want right now is my Mommy.